so tired and hippos-

sorry for the lack of post. i have never been so tired in my whole damn life. also , sorry for saying damn, i swear alot when i am tired, and mad, and grumpy and bored and pretty much all the time. my mom actually asked james if he "could control his wife" on sunday. it got me thinking... i have only been married to james and lived with him for 5 years but i have known and lived with my mom for much longer. so wouldn't it be my moms fault that i swear so much??
back to being tired. last month at my appointment my doctor asked how i was doing. i told him i was extremely exhausted and felt that no matter what i did i couldn't keep up with life or build any energy. he asked me how old my kids were to which i replied " 3 and 1" he laughed and said " sorry i can't help, it's just your life that's exhausting"
i would have liked to thought that it ( meaning life with kids) gets easier, but i know better. i see my mom and other ladies with teenagers and really it doesn't get any easier anytime soon. plus you have to deal with that ugly awkward stage they go through ( not looking forward to that, hopefully my kids won't be that bad? i was pretty ugly for a while there...)




while pregnant with ezra, james and i were watching a show on the discovery channel about hippos. apparently the "king" of the hippos is called a beach master. somehow i got stuck being called beach master...and tick tock ( from the creepy return to oz movie) and preggie piggy and i'm sure other names i have blocked out. whoever thought it was a good idea to be pregnant in the summer needs to die. seriously i am feeling like a beach master and i still have 2 months to go. although at this time, feeling like a beach master is sounding better than having 3 kids to take care of. enough whining- i will try to post some kid pictures tomorrow. i leave you with this picure to think about.