wierd... wonder why that photo of our house came up? does anyone know how to remove a picture after its been posted? anyhoo- off to cali and disney we go. so long... and i forgot my favorite pictue of " bebye" as ezra refers to him.

happy birthday baby!

today my baby boy eli turned 1! it was a really fun day. we had a birthday party with our families and enjoyed some pizza and the cutest elmo cake ever. it has been really fun to have a house for people to come party at. recently my grandma sue and grandpa john moved here from cali... the boys love having a new awesome place to visit.

just like all you other mommies it makes me sad to see my baby getting older. i love this age though. eli is so funny and full of curiosity. he recently became quite sassy. he likes to yell and point, demand things, and bug his big brother. when i found out i was pregnant with eli i was sick with worry because i thought for sure i could not love him as much as ezra, i thought it impossible. then i saw his perfect little face and the striking resemblance to his big brother and i fell in love instantly. eli is truly a happy little guy. he makes us so happy and is so fun to be around. he is for sure a little charmer... everyone ohs and ahs over him everywhere we go. he has the biggest bluest eyes and long lashes you have ever seen. i love his sweet, stinky little chub neck. i love his funny little bum and chubby thighs. i love his unbelievably large hands.he has recently started being silly to make us all laugh. he has the sweetest laugh too. ezra is really easy to make laugh and when he does he does this funny belly laugh ( and has since he was like 3 months old) eli is different, he is selective with what he laughs at and it is hard to get him going, but when he laughs it is pure delight! we are so glad to have this sweet and amazing spirit in our lives. i couldn't imagine my world without either of my boys.

no- you have it all wrong

there was to be no congratulations on the last post! i was looking for pity. something like " oh you poor dear, that sucks that you have to be pregnant and breastfeed again and never get your body back for the rest of your life." ( side note this has been my life for the last 3 1/2 years but for 2 glorious months after i stopped nursing ezra and before i got pregnant with eli, let me tell you i was skinny). or possibly this one " oh - i'm sorry that you have become one of those crazy mormon ladies who keeps popping out children one after another." or at the very least- " honey- get those tubes tied ." i guess that spending the next 6 months feeling sorry for myself and being resentful aren't going to help though. i am pretty sure i'll like and possibly love the thing when it is born. who knows though... ( i am kidding here i hope you all know, my kids are the most important and dear things in my life... hormones )

keep your fingers crossed

so all you fellow arrested development fans. have you heard the latest news? i hope that they make the movie and soon. i really don't know why they cancelled the show in the first place. on another note i guess i should tell you all soon so you don't just think i am fat when you see me but i'm pregnant again. no, it was not planned to be so soon after all that happened in november. no, i am not excited ( more like super grumpy and in denial) but am scared silly that i will soon be the mother of 3 children 3 1/2 and under. no, i am not hoping for a girl this time... i honestly am scared to death to have a girl. yes, this is the 3rd time that i have gotten pregnant on these so called " birth control pills" ( and yes- i do know how to take them properly thank you ) i guess i can be thankful that i'm not a pioneer or renisance woman - i would be having a baby a year! oh by the way i am 3 months and seriously fat fat fat already ( we call it preggie piggie or the beach master... go look that one up) so be gentle if you see me, i am in a fragile state of mind.

ottobre design

look what i found tonight while playing around on the internet. i am in love with the idea of making all ( or even some) of my kids clothes and these make me want to start tonight. i guess that ottobre is a finnish magazine with about 40 clothing patterns in each issue. i love their narttji like clothing, and i read that the patterns are fairly simple.i can't stand it! i need to make some of these right now the only problem is each magazine is like $20... talk me into it, i will surely get my moneys worth right?right? check them out- they even have free patterns to print off. look here